Double Messages.

It is so frustrating, when people cannot be straight with me.
Not knowing what or who to believe.
Instead of saying exactly what they mean.
Double Messages I always seem to read from them.
For instance, people tell me they are my friend.
But when I ask for a favor like spending time with me.
Their reply is oh no! We do not have the time for you.
I am too possessive of them.
When they need a favor done I am suppose to drop everything and run.
They give me the impression I am not important.
But they are number one.

There is my family and Mom which I love.
The people who I try to do my best for.
But they cannot see it or acknowledge it yet.
Rather than telling me straight out.
Double Messages I always seem to get.

Written In September 1986