ADDICTION OR OBSESSION

Why do I get angry with her she goes away for a couple of days or a week or two?
My in child comes out like I am three. It make me want to yell and scream
because I feel like she is leaving me not the job. And that is why I weep and sob.
People has addictions like alcohol and gambling and others drugs.
My addiction is I need her present every day to day she loves me and give me hugs,
If that is wrong. So be it. It is better than feeling abandon.
I don’t expect for you to understand these feelings which I have towards her.
There are three people who knows the truth if this is an addiction or obsession
or is it just love? And that would be her and me and God up above.